Omg, it´s such a great feeling when you finaly can see any changes in your life~

Since I moved, my parents, espacially my mum, are much more nicer to me.
The education is fun too.
I love it and...
I AM GOOD WHILE DOING IT!
*insert ego-push here*
I can do what I want, when I want and how long I want~
It´s awesome.

But some things are still, well not bad, but not good either.

One guy in my working group is just getting on my nerves so much, that I just want to sufficate him slowly and painfull.
One of my teachers is good, but bad at teaching.
Another one knows much, but she is worser then a slave trader...
*sob*

Another fact thats frustrating me is, that I want to cosplay so much that I cant wait for the next convention. But that will in january...
Also I have so sew 2 more cosplays...
One is no problem I think, tha other one...
Has damn fucking much details X.x
But I will give my best, cuz the persons I cosplay with are very important to me.
And I want to meet many people at the LBM <3
Cosplays will be:

Saturday: Switzerland or Seychelles
Sunday: no plan xDD

Well, let´s see how everything will turn out. x3

This week was kinda easy... but strange O.o

Monday: Just a bit more and I would have fallen asleep in physik, geez, that woman is sooo boring! D:
Mikrobiologie, a test.... AGAIN!!! D:

Thuesday: wrote a test in Chemistry... OMG, it was so mother fucking easy O.o Nice~

Wendsday: A test in clinical chemistry... -.- (both the same teacher), a huuuuuge Debatte in physik....
A nice afternoon with a old friend of mine~ <3 I hadnt to pay for anything O:
its so good to have some good, male friends xDDD
were out till 10pm O:

Thursday: slept long <3 and got my Hämatologie test back~ a 1 <3 ( a "A") x3

Friday: the strangest day of all xDD
wrote a test at the real Hämatologie (we have technical and real work lessons)
actually it would have been 25 questions, but she cutted 8 out, cuz we didnt had that before the test! lol xDDD
she is so cute~
rest of the afternoon?
TV *O*

and S4 League <3
its a event right now <3
*nyappy*

Today was not a good day X.x
I was in a horrible hurry, cuz I overheard my alarm and couldnt eat breakfast.
Cuz of that I got a headache and it didnt stopped the whole day...
And the worstest thing of all was, that today is my hardest and longest in my schedule...
*sob*
I had school from half past 8am till half past 6pm...
....
unfair T^T
In Histologie/Zytologie I cutted my fingers at the Mikrotom, cuz the only man in my course hitted me. -.-
And it bleeded like hell D:
In physiks I had to solve alone the task, cuz no one else understood it and after that everyone just copied mine, thanks guys...
In my last two hours we wrote a non-schedule test. It was not hard, but it was already the secons we wrote, after just 1 month and 1 week school time at all...

sigh....
I love that education, but some days are just made as if they are wrote by the devil hisself (in my eyes)....

RAWR, fuck!!!!("\(O`,..,o)/")

omg, what was that?!

since today I couldnt log in D:
just at friends and stuff...
first I thought I deleted any fucking cookies or stuff...
but nope, nothing.
then checked if anything was blocked or stuff.
Nope, wrong again...
strange...
but it became stranger...

it suddenly just worked again O.o
Devi?
what was wrong with you? xDD
lol
well, I´m happy to be back again^^
lets see what will be next, muhaha
me is baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaack

my mother once said that I´m dangerous.
why?
cuz when I get angry I get very very...
nice~
I smile the whole time and speak with a low and kind voice.
and after a while I explode.
if a special point appeared I scream and hit...
I get like a berseker.
not nice, I know.
I dun like myself then.

in the last month there were exactly 4 times, I was near the dangerous point.
caused by different people.
did someone noticed it?
you should.

a teacher:" you are a real actress. always surprassing yourself and modeling another person."

I think thats my problem.
geez, dont be so ego you morons I´m already pissed off...